4 Jun 2011

My Pray

pray...why we have to pray..?
what for...?
for wishing something..is it work...?
just pray then what..
all dream come true..
every day i pray..always cry in my pray..hoping come true
maybe god ignoring me..or just give me another test
am i strong enough to believe my own god
so far now..i will stop believe my own god
even some of my pray didn't come true
do u want to know my pray..my wish

"ya allah ya rabbi..ampuni lah segala dosa kedua orang tua hamba..jauh kan kedua orang tua hamba dari siksa api neraka..jauhkanlah kedua orang tua dari godaan syaitan terkutuk..jauhkan kedua orang tua hamba dari segala marabahaya...berikan kedua orang tua hamba rezeky yang di ridhoi oleh mu...berikan kedua orang tua hamba jalanmu..berikan kedua orang tua hamba kesabaran dan ketabahan dalam menjalan cobaan dari mu..begitu juga seluruh keluarga hamba..adik dan kakak hamba semuanya"
"ya allah ya rabbi...berikan lah tempat di sampingmu untuk selauruh keluarga hamba yang telah menghadap mu..nenek kakek hamba...oma opa hamba"
"ya allah ya rabbi..berikan lah hamba kesabaran dah ketabahan dalam menjalankan segala cobaan yang kau berikan pada hambamu ini..berikan hambamu selalu petunjukmu..kuat kan lah hambamu ini ya allah"
"ya allah ya rabbi..kalau sememangnya dia jodoh hamba..dekatkan lah dia pada hamba dan berikan hambamu selalu petunjuk.......kalau dia bukan jodoh hamba..jauh kan lah dia dari hati dan fikiran hamba..jauh kan dia dari hidup hamba"
"ya allah ya rabbi..berikanlah yang terbaik untuk hamba dan keluarga hamba"
"amin ya rabbal allamin"

2 Jun 2011

why me

why me...itu yang selalunya aku tanya with my self..why me...why always me..
if i cry a lot..i asking my self..why me...?
if i got fight with someone else..i'm asking again..why me...?
if i get trouble..again again and again why me...?
even when im happy..why me..
in this year become a hard year for me..fight with dad..fight with mom..
lost something that i like
lost something that i love
missing something
i hate this year
sad
cry
sad
cry
and why me
i pray and i try to be close with my god
my god only give me another hard part for me
give me another test for my life
test that my god know that its hard for me to get trough it
 god give me this test so i can still remember to god
maybe god think that its too many long i forget to pray
but why me..?
i still remember my god
i still pray
and i still cry sometime every night when i start to sleep

i wanna start asking my self why me..?

1 Jun 2011

ITS A MUST HOT STUFF

Damn....its fuckin pretty...i saw all this perch at Tumblr..and steeling my attention
its kinda vintage..and i like the color
im so gonna hunt all this perch..no doubt it
i can used for party..for shopping
and maybe i can sell it again..nice right
such a good idea
just wait and see girls..it will be my wish list
cross my finger now..i hope not expensive :(

~peace out~

6 Mei 2011

Bye Bye Old Wallet....Helloooooo New Wallet

dudeee!!!! my wallet just broken...arghhhh...perfume aku tumpah dalam bags aku and broke my skin wallet..huhuhu..its my fav wallet ever..aku beli wallet ini few years a go..and im so fall in love first time i saw it..aku beli wallet ini di F21..and udah gak ada lagi now.
and now dah rusaaaaaaaaaaaaak!!! damn u perfume..bad perfume..bad bad..really bad..!
bye bye old wallet
huhuhu...this is my old leopard wallet..aku gak tega mau tinggalin wallet aku ini...im gonna miss you old wallet..bye bye...im sorry kalau kita gak berjodoh lagi...i will always love u..xoxo
Heloooooooooooooooo my new wallet
hell to the yeaaah!! got new wallet..just said that aku ini big fans HERMES..few stuff aku banyak by HERMES...belt..bags..i just love it..aku harap wallet aku yang sekarang gak cepet rusak..and semakin penuh isinya..hahahahaha...mudah mudahan tambah uangnya...hahaha
actually aku juga jual wallet ini..but i cant helped..aku beli juga...hahaha..
aku yang jual tapi aku juga yang beli...hahaha..
well thats me

21 Apr 2011

why my bag so heavy...what insight of my bag!!

sometime few people wondering what insight of my bag..why sometime look so heavy
mhh...u know im a girl and i always bring what girl should bring.lol..not like a boys a box cigeret and wallet..!
hmm...wokeey this my brown bag..i like this bag..because its huge and i can put everything insight
kinda fav bag for now :D
tadaaaaa......so messy right...hahahaha...lets take out all..
hmmmm....i already take out all my stuff...there's a few coin..my bangles..my casio watch and cell phone
tadaaaaaaaa.....ini semua isi bag aku....let me describe my stuff
<3 my blackberry and other phone
<3 my camera
<3 my chanel powder
<3 my book note (its a must)
<3 my lipstik and lips gloss
<3 my eye liner
<3 my key apartment
<3 my passport
<3 my bracelet 
<3 my mirror 
<3 my mascara
<3 my headband
<3 my headset

thats all..nothing else..thats way so heavy..but i already used to it 

~peace out~